Lots and Lots

Ok so I didn't feel well last night and started the blog for yesterday but obviously didn't finish. Yesterday was good until the evening. Wed usually my mom watches Aiden until school starts this fall. Well perter works every other wed, so he was home until like 12. I had a nervous morning yesterday as I left Aiden with Peter for a while until my mom came to relieve him. I have to admit even though I knew he was fully and completely capable of taking care of him, I was a nervous wreck. I guess all moms out there are when leaving the kid with the husband for the first time right??? Anyone?? Just me?? Well either way I did the call to my mom later to check on him, mainly because my milk had just let down so I was thinking of him. TMI? hehe. Mother's day out really teaches the teachers how not to raise one's kids. I mean that I see, no matter how much I want to coddle and hold my little one, and just let him be a momma's boy, I can't do it all the time. I don't really have all the time to dedicate to that anyway since I have a crazy almost 4 year old running around. But my point is that I have several two year olds that are just the biggest babies. I feel sad for them, but I also feel a responsibility to help them grow up a little bit. Which I think I've already done a little bit of. When I started 2 weeks ago, they told me to beware a couple of kids. Well, I am proud to say that there is almost no crying at drop off, and I stand for minimal to no crying during class. Distraction is the key! Oh well. I'm having an alright time. It does take a lot of emotional investment into these kids in order to care for them like they ned to be cared for. Not just babysitting them and sending them home, but actually caring for them. The two year olds are hard to love. They drive most of the teachers bonkers! Me too when I was pregnant. I have had to learn to help them in their own ways. I would be upset if Michael was just being babysat. He is not, even though there are like 12 boys in his class again. I am right next door to them so I stick my head in every now and then. Most of the time the boys are takling each other. WOW. God bless Kathy and Melissa. But I know he is being taught, and he is being loved. We were carting around Target the other day and he just sang and sang, word for word, " I love Jesus, I love Jesus, Jesus is in my heart. I love everything, I love Jesus I love Jesus, Jesus is in my heart." I made my eyes well up. It really touched my heart and I wanted to laugh out loud. But that would have embarrassed him so I just listened with a heart full of pride. A couple of people looked at him inquisitively, but I just smiled.
Peter and I are planning on getting I phones tomorrow. Can I be any crazier? I don't know who's watching the boys yet, any takers? I do say planning because I don't have any idea if I will be able to get one, let alone two. Mom can you watch the boys? I have a bottle. Or two.
Today was good because it is Thursday. That's Friday for all you normal work people. Your Friday is my Thursday. I don't have to wake up early tomorrow.
Michael just finished a pudding cup and it is all over his chin, like he tried to stick his tongue all the way to the bottom. I don't know why I mention it other than it is just funny.
Oh, a couple of funny words. Tissue=Tennis Shoes Breakfast= breakflest Just for my memory.
Michael will frequently lay under Aiden's play gym thing and just talk to him and play with him. He told me earlier today that "Aiden is just talking, not crying" when I asked him to put brother's patsy in. Cute huh?