late night

Where does the time go? Here it is, may 29th, 2010. I have a wonderful husband, a rambunctious 5 and a half year who will be starting Kindergarten in the fall, a two year old who is a sweet nut, and a beautiful peach who is 5 months old today! gee whiz! All of a sudden before I know it Ellie will be in Kinder and I will be crying my eyes out. I feel like me though. Is that wierd? Peter and I were talking about this the other day. we still feel like we did when we were in high school. In high school you kind of figure yourself out. you finally find your voice and you learn how to become an adult. And it seems like after the tourture of thirteen years of school is over that the time just starts going faster and faster. And then you kind of wish you had more time to go back to school. At least I do. I love school. I'd like to know a little bit about a lot of things. A jill of all trades I guess. Anyway, I still feel like I do when I was in high school. I know I've been through stuff that helped to make me the person I am today, and I wouldn't change a thing, but I still feel like that girl. I guess I know what it feels like when older people say " I am still a child at heart." I'm ok with that. I hope I can always find the humor in things. With the kids it is easy. They make me laugh every single day. Who will I be 5 years from now, 10 years from know, 20 years? I think that I'll still be who I am. I'll still be that girl who finally found out who she was in high school, just with more stripes on my belt.